Friday, September 15, 2006

Imagine yourself as the last man on earth

No one left behind, no cure for cancer, plague or stupidity. You finger the air, but there is no breeze. Out upon a desert white as snow you see a mirage. A few dancers grappling arms and tangled legs and a floor of oak, polished and pale. The dance is old, the dance leaves you alone after a while. This too shall pass, the saying goes. This too, and this too, et al. It is the second day of ... Water. Rain. The unapproachable clouds high overhead, with a few scattered beams of light coming down. Nothing. No response from the ground as day becomes dark, as the darkness consumes all color, all sight. Everything you might hope, or dream, or believe within the limit of faith, falls down. In your inner sanctum, the secret space where memory plays, you wear a disguise and drift through a crowd from lesser days, among lesser souls. Their speech fills a room, then a hall, then bursts forth as a wail. Imagine. Me without you. You without a word. Dialogue which fails. If only you could film the silence that surrounds each of us, now gone, and the clouds, and the air, and the invisible blue spirit that is ... On the third day you rise. Partly to smell what can be smelled, partly to relieve your body of its fouls. Of this gift, you pray let it end today. Your sounds echo in the haze, slipping away like waves upon the beach. No mercy. No dream. No peace. The angels breathe in the stillness of your voice.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I went looking for Tara and found this as a result, just in time to bury my blog.

www.wasserland.blogspot.com
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12:39 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

T,

Nice.

"within the limits of faith..."

Is it not true that faith can only exist when there is...mystery, one doesn't know, cannot explain the divine's reason for suffering?

You imagine...you have faith...must have faith. Even if...one is the last man.

Certainly thought-provoking.

Enjoyed the villanelle as well...haunting, as it should be. "Know one knows..."

Best,

K

7:13 PM  
Blogger djuana said...

very dark, with a kind of hangnail release about it. Were I the last alive, I'd try my hardest to sleep - I think that's the best I could manage.

xodj

8:44 AM  
Blogger M. Shahin said...

Wow....powerful expressed and very heartfelt.

3:11 AM  
Blogger Shay said...

Good piece...spectral almost diaphonous with well orchestrated assonance...

There were two planets, one said to the other, "you look sick", the other said, "I've got Homo Sapiens"..the first replied, "Don't worry, it won't last".

2:01 AM  

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