Memory pieced together with glue and paper
What I can remember -
He was too small, but had a perfect mouth
- he used it like a technician, learned to love
all my lips -
His tongue was long, and flat and hard/soft/wet,
and god came to me in threes, with his fingers in it.
- he didn't know why I held him in my hand, felt soft harden
every time the tube was on -
He yelled when drunk, dance stomped a nasty tune
but only with his words.
- don't be like daddy is what I said -
He didn't like my Barry White, but put up with it
when we smoked weed and fucked.
- I rode on top, held up by hands on freckled breasts, he said
you're my white angel -
He never liked to call me slut or rough me up
when I asked.
- wanted me to dominate and tie him up -
I left that boy for Jay, my married man
who did all the things I wanted but had never had.
- an older man, he understood what danger is -
He cried and threw that trashcan down the stairs
but not at me.
- its metal skin was dented, but I took it from him anyway -
I wish I had him, some days.
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